Trying to figure out who and what this old lady is

Been trying to figure out what's going on with this old body and who I am and why I am and what's going on with me at this age.
Have been to the doctors and they can't figure out what or why or wherefore about me, my body and my psyche.
The accupuncturist has given me some insight into the issues I'm facing. That I'm not paying attention to my body and the signals it's been giving me. That I need to get back in touch with my body, my spirit, and my brain and reintegrate all the disparate parts and see where I'm going over the next 30 years.
About 30 years ago I started a journey into discovering who I was as a relatively young woman who had reached an age where she needed to figure out the whos, whats and whyfores of her life. I did a pretty good job, got where I wanted to be and had all of the parts of my life in sync, so I was happy, healthy, and had a wonderful life.

And that lasted a pretty long time, but here I am at almost 64, without direction and not happy with who I am at this point in time, and need to find the me I like. So the journey to the middle has begun.